I feel happy now.

I don’t know, I stopped blogging and moaning and actually started spending some time thinking things over and then I met someone, and now I’m dating that someone. It’s weird, because I got happy with myself and stopped fucking things up in my personal life, and everything happened so fast because I was happy and my course is brilliant and I wasn’t overthinking every single thing and it made a huge difference to how I carried myself, and looked after myself, and I got more confident and just better.

I’m not criticising anyone, or being the asshole who met someone and forgot who they were before that. I got happy in myself and then everything happened, and I needed to explain why I kind of disappeared, I guess. 

I really like this guy, and I’m terrified, and nervous, and excited as hell. Everything’s good.

3 months ago  Notes (8)
  1. losersfollowfashion reblogged this from killingjoseph
  2. teejayr said: Awh! Is he cute? :3
  3. vexedperplex said: I’m dating someone as well :) I’m so happy about it. It’s my first relationship. But I will say I’m terrified of hurting him or getting hurt.
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